Chapter 83 - Finally, he understood his own feelings
The dinner was awkward and the two of them each had something on their minds.
But what depressed her is that as she laid down and turned over hundreds of pancakes in her mind, she did not have the slightest will of sleep. She is now full of thoughts when she and Cen Yuhao kiss on the beach.
She didn't know why, when Cen Yuhao kissed her before, she surprisingly did not feel revolted, and ...... seemed to feel that he was still not finished. His kiss carried a faint mint scent and a man's refreshing unique scent.
And the wave, damn it, come not early but also not late, come exactly at a critical moment when she just begins to feel good! The ambiguous atmosphere is gone like that. When she thought back to the focus and tenderness of Cen Yuhao when he kissed her, she still feels a dreamy colorful bubble. Just now, she really wanted to ask him, Cen Yuhao, can we continue that kiss now?
She reached out and touched her lips, it seemed that there was still Cen Yuhao's warm breath there, he had just kissed her, what was it?
Wait, why was she still holding on to that pervert Cen Yuhao's kiss! Li Zhuoen reacted and found that at this moment her hand was on her lips, seemingly recalling his kiss.
"There's nothing you'll continue!" She punitively hit the hand that just disobeyed her with her other hand. Wuuu, yah, why did she care so much about that kiss from him? Oh, no, don't tell her such a cruel reality!
God, it seems she is really crazy! Cen Yuhao is so bad, so bad-tempered, she is a masochist if she falls in love with him! No, no, no, no, no. How could she possibly like him? It must be because the view just now was so beautiful that she was completely intoxicated, and that's why she had those illusions that she shouldn't have! That must be it! Li Zhuoen kept convincing herself that it was because of this reason.
Because of Cen Yuhao's completely unexpected kiss, which completely disrupted her calmness and rationality.
Li Zhuoen, hurry up and fall asleep, fall asleep and you won't have to think about so many things! She hinted to herself, but the more she did so, the more awake she became. She turned over a few more times, but she still didn't feel like sleeping at all. God, can you give her a red wolf's pan and just slap her out of consciousness?
The night was very dark.
Cen Yuhao sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, surrounded by silence, except for the sound of waves coming from not far away, no other sound could be heard, which made the night even quieter.
Thinking back to what he had just done on the beach, how he could not help but kiss her? It is not controlled by willpower at all, just so capriciously kissing her lips.
Could it be that he was really in love with that fool? How could it be! She has no connotation, she is not gentle at all, she is also big-headed, she loses everything, and most importantly, she is hopelessly stupid, all of his least favorite flaws are concentrated in her.
Cen Yuhao tried to convince himself of this, but his heart was clearly saying that this is not the case! He seems ...... not to care about these flaws of hers.
The fragments of time spent with her flashed quickly from his mind as if it were a movie projector. Her innocence, her kindness, her simplicity, and even her silliness and her irrationality, were inadvertently etched into the depths of his memory. Although he hadn't spent much time with her, the only person who could make him taste all his joys and sorrows in such a short time seemed to be Li Zhuoen. Only she who had such a skill.
If this means liking someone, then, is he considered to like her? Cen Yuhao didn't know the answer. Although he had spent more time with Zhang Jing, it had never made him feel so deeply, even when he heard her say with his own ears that she couldn't choose to be with him because she felt sorry for him, he only felt angry but not much sadness.
Maybe he really is crazy! That's why he had these feelings for Li Zhuoen that he shouldn't have. He knew that she was in love with Su Yucheng, not himself, but he had unknowingly fallen into her love mire, and when he found out, it was too late.
He picked up his phone that was on the ground and flipped out the picture he had just taken of Li Zhuoen at the beach. He was glad that the phone was waterproof and could continue to be used even though it was stained with water.
The photo shows Li Zhuoen wearing a white skirt with a light blue pattern, the hem of her skirt flying with the wind, like a moving spirit elf. Although it was only a back view of her, seeing it again, he could still clearly recall the stirring wave he felt at that time.
Never before has any woman been able to make him so uncertain and helpless as now. In the past, he always thought that women were always just a secondary item in life, that a man's focus should be on his career, and that he should not waste his precious time on such boring creatures as women. But after meeting Li Zhuoen, some of his ideas seem to have changed subtly.
Li Zhuoen, what exactly should I do with you? Tell me! He looked out of the window at the starry sky and was at a loss inside. No one could answer this question of his.
The night outside the window remained the same, and the sound of the waves came in bursts, destined to be a sleepless night for two people.
Almost all night without sleep, Li Zhuo En stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom. She thought about it all night, but she still didn't come up with any conclusion, it was really a whole night of insomnia for nothing!
"Whoa, a ghost!" When she opened her eyes in a daze and saw the person in the mirror, she screamed in fright.
The person in the mirror had deep-set eyes, eyes covered with blood, plus a thick circle of black eyes. Holy shit! Don't tell me that the ugly person in the mirror is myself! Li Zhuoen looked at herself in the mirror, the more ugly she looked, it was unbearable to look at!
It's all because of that pervert Cen Yuhao, why did he kiss her? She wants to look beautiful!
Quickly turning on the tap and washing her face with cold water, she looked up at herself in the mirror and felt a little better.
Li Zhuoen, forget about that kiss yesterday, just think of it as a dream, she said to herself, yes, maybe it was a dream! So, when you face that person later, be natural, she doesn't want that bad guy Cen Yuhao to know that she's been thinking about that kiss! If he finds out, he'll laugh at her to death, she doesn't want that!
With this in mind, she also believed that she could face him calmly. So she walked out of the bathroom.
Fortunately, Cen Yuhao could not see her panda eyes, which are comparable to a national treasure. So, she really found that Cen Yuhao's eyes can not see more and more benefits, haha.
She thought ramblingly and walked out of her room with a huge pair of panda eyes, she saw Cen Yuhao also walking out of his bedroom.
"Good morning ...... morning!" Seeing him, Li Zhuoen's heart began to beat faster again, even her greetings sounds very unnatural. The promised calm face! I still can not do it ah! She silently bleeds at the bottom of her heart.
"Hmm." Cen Yuhao just replied sullenly.
"It's a nice day, huh?" The atmosphere was a bit awkward, and Li Zhuoen really couldn't find anything to talk about, so she began to talk about the weather incoherently.
"It shouldn't be bad." Cen Yuhao said back.
Damn, how could she forget that he couldn't see the weather! She really asked a very blind question herself! Li Zhuoen felt the atmosphere lowered again all of a sudden and hurriedly added, "That, let me help you go downstairs!"
She went to his side and carefully helped him, and the two of them went downstairs together.
Just take him to the sofa, before he sat down, she ran into the kitchen again.
Breakfast was simple, just fry an egg, take the milk and bread out of the fridge, and heat them up.
But when she brought the stuff to the table, Cen Yuhao obviously smelled a burning smell.
"What is this smell?" He sat on the sofa and smelled a pungent smell.
"Nothing, hurry up and come eat!" Li Zhuoen walked over and helped him to sit down at the table.
He took a look at the plate set in front of him and froze, not recognizing what was inside. He looked down and smelled it, and the burnt smell was emanating from there.
"What is this?" Cen Yuhao asked, covering his nose.
"A lotus egg!" Li Zhuoen answered with a little bit of weakness. Well, even if she had good eyes, she really didn't see that it looked like a lotus egg, as black as a piece of charcoal! If she hadn't lost sleep last night, why would she have dozed off while frying the egg? So it's normal to accidentally fry them a little bit.
"Li Zhuoen, you've fried the egg, right?" The more he smelled it, the harder it felt to swallow.
"No, I ...... just added a little bit of coffee to the outside, that's why it smells a little bit mushy, it's actually very delicious!" Li Zhuoen slyly argued. Anyway, coffee is a nose of paste in her opinion.
"Who has to add coffee to their fried eggs?" Cen Yuhao was speechless, it was obvious that she had fried them, but she said she added coffee to them, thinking he couldn't see them.
"I created it myself! Eat it!" Li Zhuoen was so sleepy that she didn't want to redo it, so she let him eat it reluctantly.
"And what's in this plate?" Cen Yuhao asked, touching the other plate. Someone tell him what this black, with a little yellow like a piece of shit, is?
"Toast!" She replied.
"Bread that tastes like this? Did you add coffee into it again?" Cen Yuhao was speechless.
"Oh, how can you be so smart!" Li Zhuoen laughed dryly twice. Okay, she admitted that this one was also baked by her.
She said to herself that he had kissed her yesterday without her consent anyway, and doing so could just be taken as a punishment for him.
Did this dead woman want to poison him! Even if it wasn't the person she loved who kissed her, there was no need to do it so badly! Cen Yuhao almost went into a rage.
Li Zhuoen was ready to accept his ranting and railing, and then she said handsomely that this was all she had, and if she didn't eat, she would have to go hungry, but instead of waiting for his questioning, she unexpectedly found him picking up his chopsticks and starting to eat!
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